My History

My history is past now.
I am going to say goodbye to what happened.
Some of the memories will stay in my head,
And i can't make peace with that.

I love you

That doesn't mean much more to me, 

but I hope I meet a nice guy some day in the future, 

And that I have the guts to say 'I love you'

A guy who loves me and take me as I am

...

 I've said goodbye to many friends, 
Because I lose them, 
Heartbreaking is that, 
That happens to me for seventeen years now, 
You never get used to it.