Once in a lifetime

I'm going to tweak. My exams are starting over 2 days. It's killing me. I'm so nervous, I don't know what to expect from the test. And my love life is going from bad to worse. I can't take it anymore. I'm full of stress! 
What if I get a call that I did not make it. OMG the thought of that makes me crazy. Then I can't go to England and than I can't do fun things.

Okay, that's just making me more nervous.

I need to stop thinking like that, and just work hard today and tomorrow. And the next ten days.

OMG this is a once in a lifetime!!

And it's not that the weather really makes it better. It's raining for three days now. All day. That makes me a little sad, because I just want it to be summer. There was a day of lightning, and that's really not fun. Because I'm afraid of thunderstorms. Especially since we live in a wooden house.