My Life Sucks

There are two guys who tell me they want me, but they don't talk to me at all. It's frustrating. And I don't know who I should choose. If it was a contest and they would fight for me, but they don't.
The feeling of losing your friends makes me sad. Maybe I should pay more attention to my friends, but they also didn't asked me how I felt. So that made me why I don't ask them how they feel. I'm a bad friend, but I've been that my whole life.
Maybe I should focus on my exam and not on my love life.

I'm going to practice a drawing exam and a Dutch exam today. 

Tomorrow I have my first exam in my entire life. 

My life sucks...